is it chemically derived?
I don't know what I was processesing.
I didn't know it even at the time.
I think that I just needed a release and something about Joy talking to me about Kasey just snapped some wire that had been holding me in suspension above emotional breakdown.
So last night I fell into it.
Then Asit talked to me, and made me laugh, because he's one funny hooker and I love him.
Today has been gorgeous, though.
I began with talking to my mother and sister on the phone.
Studying at a coffee shop with my classmates.
A surprise visit from me into the study hall of physicists (which made their day).
A conversation with a professor here who I hope to learn to know well.
A seminar that ended in a debate between my biology and cognitive science professors.
Now I'm in the library and soon will be going to hear a second seminar on Yiddish.
Then Gillian Welch. Yay!
The last time I heard some good bluegrass was right after I cut my bangs, and now my bangs are past my nose, so that's been some time.
The sky today is blue like Weezer and I feel good. I feel happy. I feel productive and like I'm learning and growing.
My brain is not going to explode, because I have no expectations except for myself.
I want to visit NYC.
Also, I love Mikaela Perron. She and I are an invincible power. I think that the purpose of me meeting Tylere was so that I could in actuality become friends with his sister. This is a good assumption since Tye doesn't call (even through ESP) and Mike is always tuned in.
