intoxicated hands

Damien Jurado told me to go to the west coast.

We were standing outside smoking a cigarette after his show talking about Louis Armstrong.

I haven't eaten. I don't feel hungry. But I want to be known. My dreams were harsh last night. Dreams of being really, really understood. You know what I mean. I want to be able to be fragile around someone. I feel fragile right now. But I still have to be tough. There's no one I can risk crying in front of here. Why the fuck...

I bought the Shins, Nada Surf, Arab Strap, Bob Dylan, and Loose Fur today.

First cd's in months.