Say Hello to Angels
I AM NOT: finished.
I WAS: young.
I WAS NEVER: sorry for my actions.
I WILL BE: all over again every morning.
I WILL: meet you where you are.
I WILL NOT: stop.
I LIKE: music and cigarettes.
I LOVE: family, music, kisses, conversation, caffine, fireworks, words, words, words.
I DISLIKE: speculation.
I HATE: suburbia.
I WANT: my own home.
I NEED: more responsibility.
I DONT WANT: to ever fold laundry again.
I DONT NEED: a boyfriend.
I SHOULDN'T: want one anyway.
I'D LIKE TO HAVE: a boyfriend just the same.
I'D LIKE TO OWN: a car and a juke box.
I LISTEN: so start talking.
I EAT: as a last resort.
I DRINK: tequila and beer.
I SMOKE: because no one needs me to stop.
I DRESS: like a little girl.
I LAUGH: and I'll make you laugh, too.
I DRIVE: 55... or an SUV and I'm dying for a stick-shift and a sunroof again.
I PLAY: and I lose.
I CRY: seldom.
I YELL: because I feel more effective.
I DREAM: and can control them; when I cannot they are lucid and frightening.
I FEEL: with the full force of six senses.
I MAKE: a house a home.
I SAY: the first thing that comes to mind.
I WISH I COULD: play piano.
I WISH I WAS: backpacking across Europe with a soulmate this summer (that should be "were" and not "was").
I WISH I WASN'T: such a poser (hahaha!).
I WISH I KNEW: how to wake up motivated.
I AM HAPPY: when I'm near a person who shares my mind.
I AM LONELY: between the hours of nine and two, Mon-Fri.
I AM SAD: when I know I'll never get the satisfaction I need from certain people I love so much.
I AM MAD: when i get taken advantage of.
I AM DEPRESSED: when I isolate myself.
I LOVE MYSELF: over and over again but never consistently.
I HATE MYSELF: never hate, but I get fucking sick of me plenty.
I WANT TO ______ RIGHT NOW: be told I'm loved.
I WANT TO ______ TOMORROW: leave.